Five Months! 🙂
Welcome back to monthly report (ups sorry, I mean monthly letter) hehehe.
Ah, it’s been a month since he left me to another island due to his work (really?). If someone’s asked me, how long he’s been gone then I answered with ‘a month’, then I’m sure the next sentence I would hear is “Woow, it’s been a month? It’s feels like he’d left last week. Time flies, rite?”
I smiled bitterly. Deep inside me, I wanna shout, “Are you kidding? it’s like a year to me. If you haven’t feel how long distance feels, please be nice, be quiet. Bcs it’s really hard for me (well, I hope it’s hard for him too, hahaha).
Sometimes I wondered, could I, we, survived this relationship? I just can’t imagine how, to be faraway from someone that really matter to you, someone that you want to tell everything on a first place, or simply someone you can hug if you need a support.
And also, there’s a time when we lives in two different worlds, well, not hearing his voice in a day it such a nightmare, but yap, I have to get used to it. I have to train myself for not being such a spoiled.
Anyway, despite all of the crazy things abt the long distance thingy, I still blessed for what I’ve got. I’m blessed that I have someone who always try to make sure that I have a great day before I called a day, even if I had a bad day, he know how to flip it back. Someone who always fulfill his promises and always try to make me happy, at least by giving me the goodnight greetings and kisses from faraway. He’s my daily-and-primary moodbooster ♡
I love you from a thousand miles away! ♡
Takkan pernah terlintas, tuk tinggalkan kamu, jauh dariku, kasihku….
Karena aku milikmu, kamu milikku, separuh nyawaku, hidup bersamamu
Berdua kita lewati, meski hujan badai takkan berhenti
Sehidup semati, mentari pun tahu, ku cinta padamu……
(Jaz – Teman Bahagia)
ps: can’t wait to see you, darling! I guess I’m going to love April as much I love November…. 🙂