Tentang Bicara

Bicara tentang Cinta,
Kata mereka, hati-hati jatuh cinta. Mudah, tapi efeknya besar. Mengapa harus ‘jatuh’? Ketika mereka mempertanyakan sebuah teka-teki, ‘jatuh apa yang paling menyenangkan?’ mungkin sebagian besar akan menjawab dengan ‘jatuh cinta’, saya pun demikian.

Dulu.

Bicara tentang sayang,
Haruskah sayang terucap ataukah dapat tersirat dengan segala tindakan? Sebagian besar mungkin akan menjawab bahwa rasa sayang dapat terasa secara tersirat, saya pun juga beranggapan demikian.

Dulu.

Bicara tentang Dia,
Bicara tentang kamu yang sudah beberapa lama ada di dalam hari saya. Sebagai teman baik, pendengar yang setia, motivator yang selalu bisa membuat senyum saya kembali. Saya sungguh berterimakasih pada semesta yang telah ‘tidak sengaja’ mempertemukan kita.

Dulu.

Saya jatuh cinta, saya sayang,
tapi katamu itu tak cukup. Ya, hidup bukan opera sabun yang hanya menyiarkan mimpi, fantasi, dan harapan. Ada saatnya kenyataan harus benar benar kita hadapi.

Kamu mengajarkan saya banyak hal,
tentang hidup, tentang masa lalu, tentang masa depan. Bagaimana semua pengalamanmu membuka mata saya untuk tetap hidup.
Kita mungkin sama-sama dipertemukan untuk belajar, sama-sama menaruh perasaan untuk tau bahwa hidup tak seindah di layar kaca. Walau pada akhirnya, ujungnya, tidak seperti yang saya bayangkan, mungkin yang kamu juga bayangkan. Saya tahu bukan saya yang salah, ataupun kamu. Bukan juga waktu.

Semesta, boleh saya meminta?
Saya lelah. Boleh saya beristirahat sebentar?

Jakarta, 14 Juli 2016
06.16 a.m

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Mirrors

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source: vevo.com

Hoopla! I’ve found ‘a-new-song-which-is-must-play’ on my playlist. Guess what? It’s Justin Timberlake – Mirrors! Yap, I know I’m not one of biggest fan of Justin, but this song really, could make your heart feel sooo blessed :’) Just check out the lyrics.

“Mirrors”

Aren’t you somethin’ to admire?
‘Cause your shine is somethin’ like a mirror
And I can’t help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I’m always
Parallel on the other side’Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there’s no place we couldn’t go
Just put your hand on the glass
I’ll be tryin’ to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you now
I’m lookin’ right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I’ll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin’ back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It’s like you’re my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn’t get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it’s clear as this promise
That we’re making two reflections into one
‘Cause it’s like you’re my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren’t you somethin’, an original
‘Cause it doesn’t seem merely a sample
And I can’t help but stare, ’cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can’t ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

‘Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there’s no place we couldn’t go
Just put your hand on the glass
I’ll be tryin’ to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you now
I’m lookin’ right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I’ll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin’ back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It’s like you’re my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn’t get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it’s clear as this promise
That we’re making two reflections into one
‘Cause it’s like you’re my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow’s a mystery
I can see you lookin’ back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you now
I’m lookin’ right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)
I’ll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin’ back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It’s like you’re my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn’t get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it’s clear as this promise
That we’re making two reflections into one
‘Cause it’s like you’re my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Now you’re the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it’s already gone
And I can’t wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you’re my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You’re my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]

wanna hear the song? enjoy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuZE_IRwLNI for the clips 🙂

Congratulation, agent!

To : Lifepedia General Assembly Agency

Subject: Re:Recommendation for award ‘The Best Agent in 2012’

Honorable Secretary General of Lifepedia,

I apologize for the late reply, because I still have a lot of things to do. It such an honor for me when you ask me to recommend the person who is suitable to get the title of ‘The Best Agent in 2012’. To me, personally, I recommend someone who really influenced my life a lot in 2012. This person, is the one who gave me a lot of new things, new experience, and a new life. This person, is the one who asked me to learn, how to enjoy our life, not to worry about our problems, because there are ‘fate, path, and love’ which working together to solve and answer all of those question in our life. This person, is the one who always make me feels like I lived in my own world, he is the one whom I can be weird with. Beside all of that, This person, is the one who recommended me to be an agent in your agency. Yap, the one and only agent number #76259.

Then, I can also recommend the gift for the one who get the title, right? I just want you to give him an awesome year in 2013 including the challenges and surprises which will make his life become better and happier! Am I ask too much? I’m sorry, but I think he really deserve for that. Besides, honestly, he is the best agent you’ve ever had, isn’t he?

Last, I have another request for you due to the rules of the agent. As an agent, I realize that I cannot interact freely over another agent, including him. But, there are a few things that I want him to know, so, if you don’t mind, could you please pass it to him? I just want to say thanks to him for all memories and experience that he shared in 2012, all of laugh, happiness, madness, also the oddity. I’m so grateful and glad to meet him, to know him, to be his ‘partner in crime’.

Well, I guess it’s the end of my letter. Honestly, I wrote this recommendation letter subjectively based on my opinion and I beg your pardon if I asked you too much, but I really hope you will consider all of my statement above and you will give him what I’ve wished before. Happy New Year 2013!

Best regards,

#646392

To : Agent #646392

Subject: Re: Re: Recommendation for the award ‘The Best Agent in 2012’

To our newly agent, #646392..

You have done a really great work in 2012. Good job! After we received your recommendation letter, we decided to give the award of ‘The Best Agent in 2012’ goes to agent number #76259. And as you’ve wished before, we are going to give him a-brand-new instrument, called ‘happiness’. This instrument will always accompany him in every single step that he take. Although in some ways he will find much difficulties and challenges in his life, he’ll stay happy and bring those happiness to the other, we promised.

And about your last request, why you don’t say it by yourself? We give you an exception for your new year’s gift. Good luck! Hope you also have an awesome life in 2013!

Warm regards,

Lifepedia General Assembly Agency

ps: I don’t know how to say, So I just posted this entire letter from Lifepedia General Assembly Agency in the end of 2012. Thanks to you, thanks for all the things. Hope your day in 2013 gonna be much better than before with your brand-new-instrument, please welcome ‘happiness’! Happy New Year! 🙂

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Dan ketika kamu harus melupakan, cabut memorimu hingga ke akarnya. Jika tidak, jangan tanyakan jika ilusi itu meracaumu, bahkan menghancurkanmu