I guess this is my first monthly-letter which I wrote since you’re a thousand miles away from me. Oh God, I still can’t believe we have to deal with this kind of relationship, the one that I hate the most, yes, The Long Distance Relationship.
Honestly, I’m scared. I can’t imagine how hard it would be, not be able to see you for a long time, not be able to see our favorite movie together, not be able to go to the arcade; to play the claw-machine, not be able to run to you if I had a bad day; to cry in your hug. I hate to face the truth that you won’t be next to me; to hold my hand, everytime I walked down the street.
But please don’t try to feel sorry for it! I know we’re gonna make it, distance means nothing when someone means everything, rite? 🙂 I know, even when you’re faraway from me, you will always make me feel that you never leave me.
Anyway, I want to say thank you for all the things that we’ve passed, I can’t believe that we already reached a quarter-of year. Even a million thanks won’t be enough for all your love, care, and kindness. Oh ya, also thank you for always put so much effort on me and made me feel loved. You really matter to me and I love you.
So, good luck, ’till we meet again, ya! I know you might be so busy with your work, but just promise me that you’ll always make time for me, at least to say goodnight before I fall asleep.
Whenever I feel,
I’m all by myself,
And every word is a cry for help,
I just think of you and then,
I’m safe again.
I feel you close though you’re somewhere else.
(Collabro – Lighthouse)
ps: thanks for giving me the new definition of home, where the heart is.