[Monthly Love Letter] December: The First 30 Days

“Satu rasa itu ada pada waktunya, satu cinta itu terungkap pada akhirnya. Satu hal yang jauh kau cari, tanpa kau sadari berdiri sekian lama, bukan dibelakangmu, bukan didepanmu, namun tepat disampingmu.”

He may not be as sweet as another in words, he may not be as cute and romantic as another one. He may seems jokeful and never take things seriously, he may looks he didn’t love his girl tenderly.

But hey; every person has their own way to express their careness to their love ones. And he, do all the things that make his girl feel grateful to have him.

He called up his girl only to make sure she has a good day, he stayed up til midnight, told a lot of stories which could make his girl laugh so hard til she forgot all the things that annoyed her. He, the one who made himself, broke his walls and fences of his principal just to be with her. He, who always think logically, buildin’ plans a way faraway from now, to make the dreams come true.

He’s my silly bestfriend, my partner in crime, my brother that I never have, my story teller, my laugh-machine, my first-row-supporter, my other half. He’s my everything and I thank for all the things that already passed and a couple time ahead which yet to come 🙂


Monthly Report: April-May

To : Lifepedia Headquarters

Subject: Monthly Report (April-May)

Hello from universe, General!

I’m sorry for the late monthly report (or should I called it two-monthly report?), I really had a super-hectic-month! Hmm, actually, I don’t know what should I report you, so let me just write you my ‘colourful’ life.

Let’s begin from… my college life. Nowadays, its hard to disguise what I feel, its really hard to have a life behind the mask I’ve been wore. But, when suddenly I change my habit and unconsciously being a bad-tempered, some people can’t accept me, some people thought that I’ve changed, I’ve transformed into somebody else, I’m not a friend that they used to know. Then I thought and realized, is that my fault? Is that my bad?

In the middle of those stupid and non-sense condition, I had a very-great-trip to a place, where I’ve never been there before, awesome and great city with a very-sunny-weather, a tasty and delicious culinary, and a super-crazy-beautiful scenery, especially the beaches! I really had so much fun and regained much power until I don’t wanna go back to my real life. But, yap, there’re a lot of mission which unfinished yet. So, after a week, I came back to my real life, ready to faced up all my life there, and tried to fix my own daily life.

Went back to my daily life means have to struggle with those problem, not only the problem which have been there, but also, a new problem, a new challenge. Ah, really, sometimes I don’t think I regained enough power to handle all of this matter :Ι But I’m sure, you’ll help me from anywhere, and I promised I’ll won’t give up at all!

I thanked for all the gift that you’ve given to me, General. A wonderful trip, an unforgettable moment, a though, brave, and all the ‘charms’ that you’ve endowed to me, and also a person who really meant a lot for me, no matter how annoys I am. Well, I’ll see you again in next monthly report, General! 🙂


With a lot of joy,


p.s: Could I ask you one plea, General? It’s all about the brand-new-instrument which you’ve given to your best agent. I think it doesn’t works as it best yet. Could I ask you to endow him a stronger one? I guess he kinda need it. Thank you, General! 😀  

A Random Letter

To: Lifepedia Headquarters

Subject: Just wanna share something

Hello, General! How’s there in the headquarters?

Ah, if only I could visit the headquarters right now, I will skip a whole day of mine to see you. I just wanna tell everything I’ve been through until today, this afternoon. Can I ask you to listen to me just for a couple minutes? Me, kinda need a shoulder, a place to go, a subject I can keen on. Can I ask you to be the one that I need just for a while?

I really, have a-super-bad-capabilities to arrange my schedule, my time management. I have a lot of things to do, even people say that I can handle all kind of situation, but I’m not really enjoyed this activity. I’m kinda sick of this life. Occasionally, I just want to turn back time, when I do everything in my own, hanging out, enjoying my life with my best one, doing some random thingy which is really-really-really random. But, it just used to. Now, even everyone is around me, I have to struggle alone. And, now, I also haven’t enough space and time for ‘it’, and I’m really sorry.

Am I going to reach the end? Somehow, I just want to raise the white flag, and go into my parallel universe, having a life there, somewhere promised a delightful life. Ah, but, my mission in this universe haven’t finished yet, right?



……… But, I’m really tired.



Monthly Report: March

To : Lifepedia Headquarters

Subject: Monthly Report  – March

Good Evening, General!

I’ve sent this letter to inform you about the daily life I’ve been through in March. But, before that, I apologize for the late report, I forgot to report the daily life in January and February. But, I promise to write down all the thing that I’ve passed, not only in march but also in January and February. Read it carefully, Mr. General! 🙂

Well, I know that March haven’t finished yet, but I’m afraid if I forgot or the worst, I don’t have time to write my report, so, I prefer to write this letter now. Hmm, my daily life on January and February (also march) is quite busy and hectic. I almost didn’t have time to watch movie, hangout with my friends, doing-poker-thingy, and other ‘wasting-time-activities’. This semester, is full of task, study, presentation, and also, organization. Almost all of my time has been killed by those crazy things. Such a pity, eh? :p

And, nowadays, I feel like my mood and emotion is not as easy as before to manage. It made me so temperamental and emotional, and I really don’t know why and I really don’t wanna be a kind of annoyed person to the others. But, how? 😦

It’s a super-tough life I think. I feel sooo tired. Could I just retire, Mr. General? If I couldn’t, could I have ‘a-day-free-of-anything’? I want to skip a day in my life, just for doing anything I want. I just kinda need it.

But, beside all of that, I also wanna thanked you, Mr. General, for all that you’ve sent to me, to help me passed through the days. For something that you’ve given to me, for someone who you’ve sent to me, for some-time which you’ve shared to me. It’s really, I couldn’t be so grateful more than this.

Thank You, General!

I’ll see you in next monthly report! 🙂